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Internet dating can feel like a giant sweetshop: one where everyone takes a bite, or perhaps a few bites, and then moves on to something sweeter. After more than a decade of dating strangers, Christina Patterson learned a lot about the online world and relationships, including how endless choice can be a route into increasing loneliness. Words by Christina Patterson 20 December Quite adventurous sex. It was our third date. We had met online, and the other two dates had, I thought, gone fairly well. Our first was in a wine bar, where I discovered that he was handsome and could talk.
I had learned that not all that many online profiles were of men who were handsome and could talk. Our second date involved an art gallery, a dinner and a boat. And our third date… well, our third date started with dinner cooked by him, and ended with what felt like a report. B plus. Tries hard, but could do better.
I would love to be able to say that I leapt up, grabbed my clothes and told him that he should be so lucky. All night I lay next to him, cheeks burning and hardly daring to breathe. The next day I was feeling so lonely and rejected that I just wanted to lie on the floor and howl.
I started in my thirties after watching nearly all my friends pair off. Sometimes the effort was too much. Most of my friends met their partners at parties or through friends. They liked the look of each other, had a few drinks and fell into bed. That Lonely female looking for lonely guy, we thought, something that happened in America, something that made you think of high-school proms.
But then it came here, a whole new world with weird rules that seemed to be a mix of s small-town America and Jane Austen. A world where the woman generally waited to be asked to dance. My colleagues were mostly attached. My friends had exhausted their supplies of single men. I wanted someone to love, and someone to love me. MORE: The lonely, introverted musical genre of shoegaze. I started with lonely-hearts. There was the man who was six inches shorter than he said he was.
There was the man who smelled of fish. There was the man with very unfortunate buck teeth. When I saw him, my heart sank, but I thought I had better at least stay for a coffee.
Next there was the dating agency. And then there was the internet — a whole new world of men who lived in Swindon and worked in IT. They all liked nothing more, according to their profiles, than to relax with a glass of wine by a roaring fire. When I started internet dating, it felt like a shameful thing to do.
Couples who made it beyond a few dates lied about how they met. I would log on — log on! Even the language now seems prehistoric — after a day at work and find another bunch of peculiar men lurking in my inbox. I tried. I really, really tried. One man wooed me with chocolates and flowers and then ran away. Some months later, he did the whole thing all over again. But really, we were all doing the same thing all the time. We were looking for love and failing to find it.
We had ed a giant sweetshop, one where everyone takes a bite, or perhaps a few bites, and then moves on to something sweeter. Choice, as any psychologist will tell you, does interesting things to the brain.
The cycle is set up: the search. The surge of hope. The disappointment. And it can make you feel even more lonely. A packed diary is not the same as a lovely time. I did internet dating on and off, but mostly off, for nearly 13 years.
In that time, the process changed. For a start, the stigma has gone. The robots, in other words, might give us a better chance of happiness in a relationship than locked eyes across a crowded room. Britain, according to a survey conducted by BBC Radio 4 in collaboration with Wellcome Collection, is one of the loneliest countries in the world. Is internet dating the answer?
Well, no. Friends are the answer, or part of it. Real friends you see in real life. Communities where you give and you get are also part of it. It has set us free to state what we want, but not to think about what we might give. It has brought the most intimate relationships of our lives into a marketplace, but one that can leave us feeling that nothing is quite good enough. In my years of internet dating, I learned to recognise the warning s on profiles.
You know nothing until you meet. I learned to keep first dates short. And I learned that you need to keep hopeful, keep trying, keep listening and keep learning, but that it also helps if you can turn your biggest disasters into a good story with a close friend over a nice glass of wine. Reader, I did, and he has just moved in. Christina Patterson is a British journalist who has written for the Guardian, the Independent, the Sunday Times, Spectator and many other publications. Discover more about sexual behaviours and customs through our collections.
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Getting here. Except where otherwise noted, content on this site is d under a Creative Commons Attribution 4. Wellcome Collection. Stories Part of The loneliness epidemic. The restaurant. From lonely hearts to logging on I started with lonely-hearts. The illusion of choice Choice, as any psychologist will tell you, does interesting things to the brain. What I learned from internet dating Is internet dating the answer?
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